黯欲

已婚的阿尔玛在外度过了一个致命的周末，

内心「We are there for every big life event we met and now we are lucky if we hear about everything at all令人真正为之动容的是，

被拖着的马，

没有剧演的海边剧团，

断指的手，

一切都显得颓废，

荒芜，

绝望. What we do wrong？

We did everything right. We raised our children to be free thinking and dependent being. Now they just don’t need us anymore. 在这一点上张爱玲的功勋不亚于她的小说创作的成就That’s we do wrong. You know who you are without me. I need to figure out who I am without you. 」欲火由此重燃，

她开始质疑身边人隐藏的真相……